I don’t know what I want from this. I think that maybe I want to face my fears and and put myself in an extremely exposed position. I am usually an extremely private person so what better way to put myself out there than by writing something on the internet that no one will ever read! I honestly think that I’ll forget about this but the first step is always the hardest so maybe I’ll stick with it? I’m not sure and I don’t really care? Yeah that’s my final answer.